But....! This Night Has Only Just Begun

I want to write something,
BUT
Whenever I make a good start, I lose enthusiam for it.

I want to be an artist,
BUT
Let's face it, there are so many others with the same dream, and most of them are better.

Last night, I knew what to say,
BUT
You weren't there to hear it.

I try to play it strong,
BUT
I cry everytime it hurts.

You say you love me,
BUT
That could mean everything or nothing.

We may never truly know who we are,
BUT
We sure as hell can try.

Let's find ourselves together.

You're So Gay

And you don't even like boys.

But you love to break my heart. Even the silly stone one I gave you.

Tear it apart.
Rip it to shreds.
Stomp all over it.
Leave it in the dust.

Because you're so good at that. Forgetting.